Tired tired tired! Pain is so demanding, but look, there’s a little smile there!
I’m trying!
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What a wonderful afternoon! My first ever proper group Xmas meal with the Pilates peeps! 25+ ladies & 3 gents!
I was so nervous about going because of my MS and how anxious I get about every silly little thing! As always there was no need for me to worry, Hannah Bailey our Pilates instructor made sure of that! Thank you so much for looking after me Hannah! Did I get you when I threw my drink across the table? That ‘was’ an accident I promise, don’t make it a hard pilates class because of it! 😉
It was a lovely meal which I managed to cut by myself becasue I remembered to take my ergonomic cutlery! This may seem odd to people but I feel so proud of myself for doing that, that’s a massive step to acceptance for me.
I loved how people in the group kept coming to our end of the table to mingle as it meant I could stay sitting which wouldn’t add to my fatigue!
Thanks to Kate King (old *not in years* pilates instructor) for making an appearance! I’m amazed I managed to keep that suprise to myself!
Thanks to Hannah (1 of our current pilates instructors) for looking after me! Even though for some reason she was hanging onto me on the way out!
Really Hannah! Not a good idea to hang onto a wobbly MegaSpecial especially one that was as fatigued as me after that busy busy wonderful lunch 😉
Lisa Perry, you were definitely missed girly! I hope u are resting up and not feeling to poorly now 😐
And lastly a huge thanks to Linda Treadwell for organising the whole meal! What an amazing job u did! ❤





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Christmas shopping done & so am I! Done in & in so much pain! Sat in car waiting for DebbieRahRah whilst watching all the crazy people look for parking spaces!
The world goes mad at this time of year! This is when you never forget what month your in!
#Christmas #crazy #shopping #itschristmas
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When your so tired you could fall asleep as soon as you sit down!
Yesterday I called into the vets to collect ‘Princess Olivia’ aka Ollie medication which should have been ready and wasn’t. Humph!
Basically now my hands are weaker (thanks MS) I have been struggling to ‘pop’ the capsules out of the blister pack without splitting the capsule resulting in the contents of the capsule – tiny Tramadol beads flying everywhere!
I’m sure you’ll agree that this isn’t the best when you then have to bend down and pick the hundreds of tiny, and I mean tiny, balls up!
I’m a strong believer in making people aware of a potential flaw in a product and it’s packaging. So I phoned the vets last week asking them if it would be possible to revert back to the brand of medication Ollie had previously as the packaging for these was fine.
It turned out that they weren’t able to do that and when I had explained my troubles they agreed it would be fine for a member of staff to ‘pop’ the capsules out of the blister packs for me.
I left it in their capable hands and at the beginning of this week I had a call advising me that Ollie’s medication was ready for me to collect.
That’s where I was when I took this photo!
Yes her medication was there but it wasn’t ready! The staff I had spoken to about the packaging hadn’t left any notes about my phone call and so the capsules were still in the blister packs.
When I explained to the lady serving me that “I think the back part of the blister pack is made out of led” She tried to ‘pop’ one and guess what happened! Well the capsule didn’t break but it was very squashed.
The lady disappeared, when she returned she said they were more then happy to take the capsules out of the original packaging for me but, next time if I could ask for them to do it before I call in to collect! Really! I HAD just explained it all to her!
She advised they would be a while and invited me to sit down and wait.
When Ollies’s Tramadol was ready a different staff member bought them to me and again asked me if I could advise them to do this before calling in to collect! Oh my days! I had honestly already spoken to 3 different people over the phone about this before collecting! Me thinks the staff members need to learn how to make notes!
*Photo time!*

I look awful in this photo, (it shows better in the first picture how tired I look) I’m quite proud of myself for sharing it with you!
This is how tired I get after an hour in a Pilates class, a coffee after (tiring because of all the noise and not just from our table) and then a very brief shopping experience for groceries (also extremely tiring, maybe even the most tiring because of the noise and also the amount of people busying around!)
What I didn’t need was to have to wait for Ollie’s medication, like I said at the beginning… I sit down, I wanna sleep!
Some people don’t think I have a busy life because I don’t work, actually I’ll change that… I don’t work because I can’t work!
Some people just don’t realise how it’s a full time job maintaining your own health when you have MS!
This is what I work at! Staying well for myself and my family!
Some people don’t think about all the little things that they can do and without a second thought, actually these little things can be the hardest things for us to do!
How hard it is to get up in the morning, how hard and how exhausting it is to have a shower, how tiring it can be to drive anywhere, how stressful in can be to make sure you are at a Pilates class in time!
I’m very lucky that I have the most wonderful Pilates instructors who are so understanding and compassionate!
It doesn’t take much to have a little compassion!

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Laughing hysterically at the dumbness of some delivery drivers!
Oh yes… My day just got better!…
There I was nicely nodding off whilst watching Bear Grylls when me and the 2 dogs jumped at foot off the sofa after being rudely startled by the loudest bang!
It appeared the delivery of dog food that was expected had just been delivered via throwing it over a wheelie bin that wasn’t obstructing the path, the DPD driver then carried on in his van without a care in the word!
Needless to say the way the box landed smashed the majority of dog food trays inside!
The dogs thought it was their lucky day when I opened the outer box and they smelt all the food! Poor buggers!
Oh yeah, before all that happened I had a phone call from Debs Mum, panicking about a certain item ordered from Ebay that hadn’t arrived!
Of course it was me that ordered it for her to be delivered to her address in Norfolk! The fact that it isn’t due to be delivered until tomorrow didn’t matter, it’s eBay! “What if it doesn’t arrive? It’s your money Vicky” she said! My money that she owes to me!!!
Can I just ask, what is it with people being so scared about Ebay?
You know when u wish u hadn’t made the suggestion in the first place!
Such fun!
It’s a good job I have the sort of attitude now where I can smile through days like today! 😜
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