What to do when your Paingry – when your in so much pain you feel angry!
I want to scream so loud my throat hurts, I want to cry so much that I run out of tears!
Crying makes me angry, I try not to cry! I don’t like to feel angry! I’ve felt enough anger in my teenage years, I don’t want to feel like that again!
I need to get this feeling out of me!
It hurts so much to move though, every twist or turn of my body. Every step I take, one step out, leaning forward on that leg before I put my next leg down. The pain that shoots from my back, into my bottom and down my leg. Repeat that motion as I take one more step, the same pain on the other side now!
It’s too much, I need my appointment! Please let me have my appointment date in the post tomorrow! It’s been 2 weeks, I need that appointment!
I’m angry, this pain makes me angry! I’ve done nothing wrong to deserve this!
I don’t want to be angry! I need to let it out! I need to go to Fight Klub!
What’s that? You think I can’t do Fight Klub because I’m disabled!
Think again! No boundaries!
Adrenalin takes over, the pain is forgotten, I punch the bag! 👊 💥
In this time I know not of this disease inside me that no one can see.
I feel like I’m free!
Don’t stop me!
I need water, pour it over me
I’m too hot, I can’t see
So this is what happens when I want to feel free!
This is what I put my body through just to be me!