You are amazing, remember that!

That’s a first!

Walk into shop to have a browse at some clothes. I don’t normally look at clothes on my own, I’m normally in my wheelchair because clothes shopping in particular can be very draining!
Came over with a feeling of major depression when i saw how tiny the clothes that I used to wear are!
Turned around and walked out!
Need some new make-up so went into Boots, walked towards make-up isles decided actually, I didn’t have the energy so turned around and walked out!

Major bummer!

Hope everyone else is having a better day than me!
Just one appointment this afternoon and then I’m going home to cuddle our furbabies!

Just goes to prove that we can’t always have all good days straight each other and also for me to remember that just coming out to the retail park is far better than what I would have done 2 years ago!

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Be inspired but not proud — #pilates #pilates4ms #pilateslovers #thisgirlcan #ishapeme #pain #chronicpain #ms #multiplesclerosis #inspiration #proud

Wow! I totally smashed Pilates then! Pain was unbelievable but I pushed through it and achieved so much!
I know it says be inspired which I am but not proud but I really am!

Why does it say ‘not proud’?
Discuss…

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Happy Ash Wednesday #Lent #AshWednesday #blog #MegaSpecial #ms #strongerthanMS #thismegaspecialrocks

I’m not religious, I have my own beliefs
That doesn’t stop me thinking lent is a good idea
I think giving up one thing shows us we have the strength to do more than we realise!

Choose just one thing, say goodbye to it!
At the end of lent have a good think, do u really need that in your life?

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And yet somehow I still keep going! #MS #mspain #nervepain #nevergivein #thisgirlcan #ishapeme #megaspecialme #MegaSpecial #multiplesclerosis #inspiration

And yet somehow I still keep going!
#MS #mspain #nervepain #nevergivein #thisgirlcan #ishapeme #megaspecialme #MegaSpecial #multiplesclerosis #inspiration

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Morning poem! #MS #mspain #nervepain #ineedanewback #ineednewshoulders #ineedpainrelief

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Morning poem
Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch
Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch
Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch
Coffee

Trying to stay light hearted!
This pain is harsh!


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Catching up with my pilates journey…

Catching up with my pilates journey…

On the 17th February 2016 I will have been practicing pilates for a whole year!

Heres a few things I have learnt in that year:

* To perform my best I had to position myself at the front of the class close to the instructor.
* Being at the front not only meant I couldn’t hide from the instructor, it also meant I would be seeing all of my reflection in the mirror!
* Acceptance of the image looking back at me in the mirror and not being able to hide from it!
* I need to have more patience with myself
* To trust myself more! That might not make sense unless you’ve taken Pilates before! Let me explain… trusting yourself is key when it comes to balancing in Pilates, trusting myself just a little bit more and I might be able to push myself more.
* I am now more aware of my muscles and using them correctly especially when walking!
* See my abdominal muscles take form! Something I had never dreamt of!
* It’s all about the core!
* Core muscles are key for anyone with MS
* Contracting the core muscles protects the spine
* It hurts my back A LOT if I forget to use my core muscles correctly when doing back work!
* I have found my passion!

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Today’s class was so different to any I have been in before. I felt totally on form which I wasn’t expecting, especially after forgetting to take my Modafinil yesterday afternoon!

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Information from MS Trust

A lovely thing from today’s class was what the instructor wrote on my Facebook post I shared about forgetting to take my medication last night and how it effected me.

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It’s great to know that all my hard work is paying off!

The other thing about today’s class was that it was recorded! Yes, recorded!
A member of staff from the leisure centre asked before the class started if she could record parts of the class. Everyone was asked if they were happy to be in the recording, as if I would say no to that!
Thinking about it now, I really hope I don’t look terrible! It will be interesting to see how well I executed the moves! I’m staying optimistic with that comment, surly Lisa would have corrected me if I’d have been awful!

Here’s some visuals of how I’m sure I looked today, after all, I was on form and I am getting stronger day by day!

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Image from Pinterest
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Image from Pinterest

Okay, maybe not that strong but I gave it my upmost!

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Found on from Google

When I heard that Lisa also does 1-1 Pilates classes I was really intrigued, then when Lisa told me that she comes to your home I booked straight away!
My 1-1 class is tomorrow! I think Lisa knows me well enough now to know that I’m feeling slightly nervous! No point hiding it… I couldn’t even if I tried!
I’ve either done something very crazy or very clever here with this!
I’ll let you know!

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Now a shout out to a few people,
thank you…

*Christine Robinson, (AKA Crispie) for letting me come with you to your Pilates class for my first lesson!
*Kate King, my first instructor. Thank you for being so wonderfully understanding and encouraging! Still miss your classes!
* Hannah Bailey, your energy and enthusiasm inspires me! You have such a zest for life!
*Lisa Perry, you truly are one in a million! Only you could bring so much humour to a pilates class!

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Reason to be fit #0117


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“Would you try Marijuana gum for Multiple Sclerosis?” #miniblog #clickthelink #maijuana #pain #multiplesclerosis #ms

“Would you try Marijuana gum for Multiple Sclerosis?”

If it helps me with this continuous pain I am in, love I’ll try anything!

Looking at the page where I found this, every single persons answer was YES!

This link explains it all ⬇⬇⬇⬇⬇

http://healthmojo.org/2016/01/30/would-you-try-marijuana-gum-for-multiple-sclerosis/


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Love my friends like family! #miniblog #clickthelink #friends #family #ms #MegaSpecial

Today I received a lovely card and a bookmark from one of my beautiful friends from the wonderful world of social media!

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I don’t think she’ll mind me sharing what is written inside the card, it was really touching!

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I can say for sure that there is at least a positive in MS (Multiple Sclerosis)
My network of friends are incredible! In it together!


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Stick your neck out! #miniblog #thisgirlcan #MS #multiplesclerosis #positivevibes #strongerthanMS #MegaSpecial

I love this!

“Behold the Turtle.
He makes progress only when he sticks his neck out.”

It sums me up completely!
Today I stuck my neck out further than the local sports centre or even my town centre!

Don’t get too excited, I didn’t go that far! Only a 25 minute drive to meet my first Pilates instructor Kate King for lunch!
It’s amazing what fun, laughter and happiness you miss if you keep shying away from doing something different!
Why do I shy away? Because I fear the unknown when I am by myself!
The journey there was easy, the food was delicious, the company was excellent! Where was the problem?!

Okay I had a few MegaSpecial (MSy) moments! Forgetting my cutlery for one! Overheating because I was sat next to a red hot radiator! Off came a layer of clothing, extra ice for my drink that my friend very gracefully decanted into my drink, thanks Kate 😂 Cooled me down nicely! Especially when I missed my mouth and managed to throw it down myself!

If there where any problems they were soon averted! Simples!

It’s been another great day!

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