Category: Constraints of my MS

Struggle

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I don’t want sadness,
I don’t want pity,
I just want you to know that right now I am struggling.
I am in an awful amount of pain & my body won’t do what I want it to.

So for now, this is me, this is my MS.
Give me time, I will bounce back!

I am stronger than my MS! 👍

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Bring on the drugs!

Good film night, excellent day, gym this morning was fab!

Like I said, working out with friends is so much better… Sista Rosemary, Adam Temple, Toni Evans & was great to see you there too Sharon! Brilliant to meet ur hubbie Ian Jackson, our photographer for the #ColorRunBrum #BAM4MSUK I’m sure we’ll convince him!
I’ll drop some sponsor forms round possibly Tuesday now as I’m at University hospital tomorrow!

Now if it’s ok with everyone i bid u all a good night! The 5:30 alarm awaits for Tysabri o’clock!

BRING ON MY DRUGS! I’VE NOT BEEN THIS READY FOR THEM BEFORE! I MAY CRAWL INTO THE HOSPITAL TOMORROW! FORGET THE DRIP, I’LL SWIG IT STRAIGHT FROM THE BOTTLE 😜💉

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I need my drug fix!

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Oh I’m so ready for this! I don’t mean to wish the weekend away but roll on Monday so I can have my monthly drug fix!
NHS I salute you!

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I’m an endorphin addict!

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What an amazing holiday but i must say I have missed pilates this week so much!
I actually had to apologise to DebbieRahRah for my foul mood yesterday afternoon!
I know for sure now that my gentle exercuse routine helps me with my Chronic pain. Because I haven’t done anything  since Tuesday I’m finding it hard to cope with the pain & that makes me moody!

Roll on Tuesdays pilates! Can’t wait to get back to it!

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You’ll know when the time is right!

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This is so true! I am now realising that for nearly 5 years I sat back quietly doing nothing whilst I literally grew into my ‘new’ MS skin! (I wasn’t literally quiet though! I have never have been shy of letting my feelings known!)

I took the step once I had got to know the new me!

It really was an amazing step to take for me to do what I had to do to become the better me!

Take your time though, you & only you will know when your ready! When you do know the time is right I promise you that you won’t be disappointed at all!

Fasten up though because it will be a bumpy ride!

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