Liberated

​So unbelievably proud of myself even though my daddy will tell me off, my error forgetting my prescription for my fatigue meds on Monday, therefore I have to fix it, right!?
Drove myself to the hospital to cash in my prescription for some drugs! 
Oh yeah and I’m makeup-less as I’m  having an MRI later (different hospital) and I just couldn’t be bothered! 

​”Stronger than your average chick”

​”Stronger than your average chick”

Oh yes i am! Absolutely loved Body Pump tonight with @keza_h! What an awesome instructor Kerry is! I never thought i would be able to do this class & not only can i do it but tonight i increased my weights again! 
Feeling proud! 

Photo shared from Pinterest

Body image struggles

​Sometimes you just gotta get down on your mat! 
My head, my thoughts are in a funny place at the moment, I’m doing my best to stay with my Yoga but its so hard! 
I’m having a lot of body image problems, for instance I wanted to see how I am with my downward-facing dog (Adho Mukha Shvanasana) progress, so did a video, really pleased with the left side of this picture but extremely dislike the right! (Hate is a strong word but…) And its not because I can’t straighten my legs or flatten my feet. 
I know why I’ve started feeling like this again. That’s part of the battle when you don’t know why your thoughts have changed so much after doing so well.
A bump in my road, well, more than a bump, loosing part of our family has literally took me backwards on my ‘better mind journey’ 
I’ll trust this journey for as long as I’m on it because I have never felt so determined!

Feeling fragile

​Feeling fragile today but the show must go on! 

Ollie was never a girl to sit and mope even in the pain she had daily! 

Trusting the journey & currently taking baby steps along the way! 

I am creating the best version of myself

​An incredible, emotional & insightful Yoga class today with my Guru-Lou @louiseavilesyoga 

Thank you! Things are making so much more sense after our chat!

I’m back!

​Another beautiful day, I’m up, medicated, showered, dressed AND today not only do i have make up on but I’m going out! 

Yes, I’m ready to face the world, ready to look life in the face & say move over bitch I’m coming through!

I’m back & I’m on it! 👊💥

#cantkeepmedown

Invest in rest

​Just took me 30 minutes to walk a 5 minute stroll! 

I know, I’m crazy doing that in this heat! 

Lesson learnt & I shall be cancelling my exercise class tonight! 

Feeling proud  because of how positive I’m staying when feeling cacky in this heat & having to cancel classes! 

I’d rather feel like rubbish now than make it 100 times worse if I tried to exercise in it! 😉   

Bring on the day

​Medicated, showered & ready for life by 9am!

Melting, dripping, generally fcked & sitting in front of the noisiest fan by 10am! 

Yey! Bring on the day! Just don’t expect much from me today!