I just want to love what I do!

There’s a reason why I’m so keen to get fitter! 

Feeling pissed off that my body won’t let me! 

How can I get on and enjoy my hobbies, aka yoga, Pilates, weights, when its so physically hard to move my body! 

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My agony weekend *Friday*

When ur in so much pain, only lying flat is on option & even the tiny weight of Walter the Whippets head on ur stomach area makes u feel like u’ll pass out! 😪

Come home DebbieRahRah 😫

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Frustration overload continued…

​This may seem a contradiction to last nights post but, it has been planned for a while, I’m off to a new (to me) yoga class with my yoga bestie! 

I won’t stop my yoga practice, I just won’t be attending classes for a while (after today!)

This means I’ll have to mentally work harder to make sure I do continue with my own practice! I’m sure you can imagine, how much easier it is to sit on the sofa, rather than rolling out your mat! 

I’m not quitting, its not my nature, I’m just listening to my body and preserving my emotional state! 

MS anxiety & depression is so hard to stay on top of! 

🙏

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Frustration overload

​This is so true! 

But the sadness in me is too much for me to bear.

There are so many reasons why I have loved attending yoga classes. 

But there are more reasons why I have to stop attending them! 

I do know this, I can’t continue to feel the way I do whilst participating in classes and after.
I won’t stop my own practice, I hope I have the strength to continue it anyway! Only time will tell. 

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Another UTI!

I’m not one to enjoy sitting around doing nothing! 

When you have MS and an infection, doing nothing really is the best we can do! 

What I really want to do though is go to my Yoga class as I normally do with Louise my Yoga teacher! 

Heata maker me wanna sleepa

​Soooooo sleepy! 

I find it so odd how some people’s MS likes dry heat, helping with their pain levels & then there’s some whom like me, it makes their pain worse! 

Humidity has to be the worst for all MS’rs! I’ve never met an MSr who likes humidity! 

For too long i haven’t been able to visit my friend @emilytexasbaran in her (was then) new home in Texas because of the humidity there! 

Now she has moved to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania I’m going to have to start saving hard for flight tickets! #notsohumidthere

Tooooooo hot man!