Its ok not to be okay!

Its ok not to be 100% 

Its ok not to be any%

Just as long as you remember 

You are doing your best

And are making the best choices

For yourself in this moment!
Oh and of course, you are magical as f**k!
I don’t know if it was naive of me, but I really didn’t expect that this beautiful tattoo, could take such a lot out of me! 

Maybe its not just the tattoo! 

Having yet another bladder infection probably has a lot to do with it! 

You just don’t expect to have to take so much into consideration when it comes to having MS and Fibromyalgia! 

Taking it easy and trying my best not to feel guilty about it! ✨✨✨

Meme shared via instagram, words are my own

My agony weekend *Monday*

Wifey has been such a star all weekend, giving me the strength and courage to eat! 

Look at what she made me today, an open top chicken salad sandwich, with gluten free bread! 
I know it may sound odd that she’s giving me strength and courage to eat, but when you’ve been in as much pain when ur stomach is trying to digest food, sometimes it seems easier to not eat! 
That’s what happened to me 15 years ago! The exact same symptoms, except I didn’t eat for 6 weeks? I was so shocked when they told me I had a stomach ulcer, even though test results were in conclusive! 
I’m still not right but at least I’m eating & its good food! 

I’m not in as much pain as I was either! That’s the best part for me! 

Going to carry on taking it easy, unfortunately that means I haven’t had my endorphin fix since Friday, but I’ll get over it! 
I do still plan on a nice Chi Yoga class on Wednesday then resting again! 

Onwards and Upwards! I have got this, I may not have control over my health but I have control over how I handle it! 
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My agony weekend *Sunday*

Ok, so, although I’m feeling better in myself after eating a small plate of Sweet Potato chips cooked with Coconut oil last night, and not feeling too much pain in my stomach after, I’m still not ‘right’!

I’ve just had a lovely shower and got my Comfy clothes on, but as soon as my bra went on, it came straight back off! 

The pain around my stomach (organ, not area πŸ˜‰) is so bad! 

This is the same symptom I had around 15 years ago when I couldn’t eat for 6 weeks because digesting food was too painful! 

Fingers crossed I’m ok after my dinner today! 

Is this MS, Fibromyalgia or something totally different? 

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Make room for what is truly desired

​Clearing clutter to make room for what I truly desire! ‘The big wardrobe clear out!’

😱😱😱 There’s gaps between my hanging clothes, all my clothes now fit on the rail with none folded on the base of the wardrobe! 

2 black bin bags gone to clothes bank! That’s what you call a clear out! 

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Picture is of my wardrobe, it is my own work & the words are also my own